Our life is in shambles but I dont know what else to do than keep on keeping on.
Such is as it goes.
17.6.11
10.6.11
Im trying like a mofo
to be sane and remain calm.
I am at every moment wondering if I can.
Right now, life is not plesant. But I am trying.
Go damnit I love them Mo ' opuna
27.4.11
Aloha Pumehana
There seems to be general consensus in the world that we be fucked. We as in America, we as in humans (wow Mark that includes Americans doofus) yeah stfu id ego and superego and the voices in my head. I'd guess to say that everyone has the view of hell in a handbasket.
Yeah.
Give up.
Quit.
Call it a day and draw the water.
Just stop and take a look at what goes on around you: do you see someone helping out another? Score 1 for humanity.
What of that "god bless you" when someone sneezed by a stranger?
Score 2 (sub buddha mohammed, any other MF deity youd like JUST GET THE POINT!)
That teen goth that held the door open for a elderly -
SCore 3
YOU picked up trash
Score 4 for Mom Nature
The asshole you let in in traffic -
Ah thats a bonus Score 20 - If he didnt use a blinker nor acknoledge - add 50
My current life is spiralling outta whack - and yet all it takes is a little terroist to say something like "look at this shell Papa!" and I STFU, recoil, and realize I aint shit. I aint nothing. I am part of this planet that needs to be part of this planet.
More so.
Yeah.
Give up.
Quit.
Call it a day and draw the water.
Just stop and take a look at what goes on around you: do you see someone helping out another? Score 1 for humanity.
What of that "god bless you" when someone sneezed by a stranger?
Score 2 (sub buddha mohammed, any other MF deity youd like JUST GET THE POINT!)
That teen goth that held the door open for a elderly -
SCore 3
YOU picked up trash
Score 4 for Mom Nature
The asshole you let in in traffic -
Ah thats a bonus Score 20 - If he didnt use a blinker nor acknoledge - add 50
My current life is spiralling outta whack - and yet all it takes is a little terroist to say something like "look at this shell Papa!" and I STFU, recoil, and realize I aint shit. I aint nothing. I am part of this planet that needs to be part of this planet.
More so.
23.4.11
Easter
They did eggs a rama. I surfed. I wonder if i can survive at times. Smiling faces of squirts is all i can process now. My mind is mush. I pray to St. Anne patron saint of families for forgivness and guidance. I am really tired.
17.4.11
10.4.11
3.4.11
Damn.
Life is a blur; my days are filled with nothing less than chaos. We buried my mother in law, went to a play during spring break, surfed, died a million deaths when my son left the family, so that I get to be Dad. Had the fuckin water heater go out on the day before we buried my MIL, my gosh. I wonder at times if there is anything left in my tank to carru on.
Really.
Shit on a shingle, old Murphy has rested yet again at my door.
Fuck him.
I am getting tired as shit of the mofo planting his wayward ass at my knees. Go find a tea party dweeb to assault. Please?
OK. I am done. Love + Aloha to all.
I'm going Vegas asap.
Shit!
24.3.11
Ekolu
Hey. Aloha all. Step III went like figured. Wash. Push all shit. Dig a bigger hole for themselves.
And if you monitoring; I shall be quiet now.
You know you lose; and thats OK, I'll deal with waiting.
Boy scout motto.
And if you monitoring; I shall be quiet now.
You know you lose; and thats OK, I'll deal with waiting.
Boy scout motto.
19.3.11
17.3.11
Grandkid lego ambulance. Amazing. on Twitpic
Grandkid lego ambulance. Amazing. on Twitpic
He made this ambulance lego sculpture on his own; after the tsunami and my MIL died. He amazes
He made this ambulance lego sculpture on his own; after the tsunami and my MIL died. He amazes
11.3.11
Tsunami
All good. Safe tired, and grndkids have early start to spring break.
Thank you for all the good thoughts.
We are truly blessed.
Mahalo.
Thank you for all the good thoughts.
We are truly blessed.
Mahalo.
18.2.11
18.1.11
Kekoa
Kekoa has become a institution of sorts.
He has all the earmarkings of a child that will be something other than a handfull. More like a armsfull. He is without a doubt, a very likable kid; but man he is world wise. He will ignore most all attempts at conscription, but will hug and love w/ the best of them.
I have little doubt that he will enjoy contact sports, as he plows into and over most humans and obstacles in his path.
Linebacker 101 will commence shortly.
That if he doesnt keep throwing things; maybe a QB, if he can stop chewing and eating for a second.
He has all the earmarkings of a child that will be something other than a handfull. More like a armsfull. He is without a doubt, a very likable kid; but man he is world wise. He will ignore most all attempts at conscription, but will hug and love w/ the best of them.
I have little doubt that he will enjoy contact sports, as he plows into and over most humans and obstacles in his path.
Linebacker 101 will commence shortly.
That if he doesnt keep throwing things; maybe a QB, if he can stop chewing and eating for a second.
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