They did eggs a rama. I surfed. I wonder if i can survive at times. Smiling faces of squirts is all i can process now. My mind is mush. I pray to St. Anne patron saint of families for forgivness and guidance. I am really tired.
I think, we, you and me are alike in some ways...like praying to Saints, can't hurt for sure.
I have a St. who I carry around in my billfold, well, her laminated Holy card, her name is St Dymphna she is the patroness of nervous and emotional stress...My grandma gave me the card, she said, "I'm not sayin' you're crazy, just sayin' you're nervous a lot, and I'm not sayin' you have a mental disease, just sayin' you suffer from dis ease sometimes..."
Kind of odd, her feast day is around the same time Beltaine was celebrated.
I have my grandchildren here a lot, well, Jeorge, she'd move in with me if her mama would let her, but she wont, she will let her stay for days at a time though, but if I have something that I have to do, I can pack her up and take her back to her mama.
I feel for ya Mark, we're not supposed to raise our grand kids, we're supposed to be able to spoil 'em rotten and then send them home. My grandma raised me for the most part, and I gotta tell ya even though she was a manic depressant, I was better off than if my mom had been my only care giver. Those little ones, they wont forget.
Thank you for the kind words you left me. I've been really messed up lately, like my life's in limbo or something, but I'm beginning to see to the other side and I'm here to tell ya, we got this!
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I think, we, you and me are alike in some ways...like praying to Saints, can't hurt for sure.
I have a St. who I carry around in my billfold, well, her laminated Holy card, her name is St Dymphna she is the patroness of nervous and emotional stress...My grandma gave me the card, she said, "I'm not sayin' you're crazy, just sayin' you're nervous a lot, and I'm not sayin' you have a mental disease, just sayin' you suffer from dis ease sometimes..."
http://www.aumcreations.com/cosmicconnections/profiles/SaintsDymphna.htm
Kind of odd, her feast day is around the same time Beltaine was celebrated.
I have my grandchildren here a lot, well, Jeorge, she'd move in with me if her mama would let her, but she wont, she will let her stay for days at a time though, but if I have something that I have to do, I can pack her up and take her back to her mama.
I feel for ya Mark, we're not supposed to raise our grand kids, we're supposed to be able to spoil 'em rotten and then send them home. My grandma raised me for the most part, and I gotta tell ya even though she was a manic depressant, I was better off than if my mom had been my only care giver. Those little ones, they wont forget.
Thank you for the kind words you left me. I've been really messed up lately, like my life's in limbo or something, but I'm beginning to see to the other side and I'm here to tell ya, we got this!
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