What the hell... Enjoy!

You put dog with huge balls and search gets more.

People; you are screwed.

hey Hi Wake the hell up

Yeah I am still here wake up get a grip; enjoy life and say WTF assholes once in awhile.

Cuz I say it every freeeeeeking day.

Its cool.

Sorta.

Merry Christmas and all that jazz

Howzit. Thats like the most common hello here. I wish all the happiest holidaze. Sincerely. Been slogging along thru the flotsam that is a deteriorating relationship, a messed up economy, and shit that well, sucks. But I fervently hope that all that have perused these comments and shit on our life here in aloha land have a joyous holiday season. Go out and stoke the shit outta somebody. Really.

About time to bid aloha

Pretty much. I really have enjoyed it.

Our dog has huge balls and other shit

Hey! How the hell are ya world? I'm pretty well fried w/ APEC OT and all kinds a shit. But WTF I wish you all well.

Just kidding - I'm still insane.

Holes

I'm digging as fast as I can. And refilling as fast as I can also. It is almost comical how many things have taken wrong turns for all of us here in this land of Aloha. I mean for crying out loud it is amazing. If it wasnt for the precious faces of the boys + Kiana + Mai; I donno, I think I'd lose it. It has been just 1 thing after another after another. I see the glare of the many many mistakes that I make and continue to make. Thats a bit irritating. The worst part about any of this whole FUBAR is that it brings me so far down; and I dont have the time for being depressed. Dont have time to seek knowledge of myself and question why feelings conjur up distress of that sort. Mai comes home Tuesday; and parents as well back to Honoka'a. I mean I am trying as hard as I can to see light and see positives; the only focus comes with continues workouts + continuing home work on the house; thats OK and all that but it doesnt fill the holes; the holes that gape and tempt from losing the oldest son to drugs and stupidity; kicking the boys and the girlfriend and Mom + Grandaugther out; failing miserably in communication w/ my other; and standing firm at things that needed to be stood for w/ her. Gimme a huge set of waves; gimme a fire burning hot; gimme broken bones. heart attacks and disasters; gimme shit I can fix. Just quit making me sad.

Ocean / Seafood Festival

Took guys and ocean + seafood fest - Gyotaku shirts + foods. Fun to be had was great. Guys were good. Listened and were patient. Lucky Papa

Why Hell yes I surfed.

And I am re-born. I shit u not (cool eh how I use that u to mean YOU - like in all you folks out there so that i dont have to really write the word YOU like it would be tooooo hard to do) (you may now wipe screen of computer off from coffee; beer; spit; milk; pablum or what ever) when you realized what a doofus I am for explaining that in 900 words. aloha! If you see haggard parents w/ hyper 20 y/o in or around Denver, Sabetha, Bern (Kansas) or road in Michigan (youve been WARNED Zilla) dont blame me I had HER they HAD me. Aloha!

Grab ass time

Not quite. After going thru all the bullshit with the pink aka as The Royal Hawaiian Hotel; I end with piss poor feelings of how things went, yet understand how evil management and corporations can be. You are welcome. It was refreshing to know that the attorney deciding things found my boss "UNRELIABLE" in testimony. That alone made it all worth it. I've known that for years. So you say screw it and go on. The Moopuna are all doing well, driving me out of my mind and creating havoc for the island to endure. They are 10, 5 and 4 now. Mai is 20. Goes to mainland w/ my parents tomorrow (today) since it fuckin 2am. They'll be travelling to Denver, Kansas (NW corner) and Michigan then back to California. Parents buying a car in Denver and visting Moms family. I hope the continent can survive. I doubt that. Doing the upstairs renovation for the 3rd time; as her queenship wants that done. It is what it is; a time consuming drain on my back and psychi (e; ?) Yes Ange, I did escape to beloved LV, and didnt say anything. I did have a blast tho' Its such a great town if thats what you like; and I do. Its not everyones thing, but I enjoy it. Gonna try and surf today in the afternnon when Mai leaves; I really need that. Really. Major Aloha to everyone.

Update & Stuff & Whatnots

So we lived thru the first baseball season...barely with me as coach of 9 rascal laden keiki. "> "> End of August went to Vegas solo since I wont be able to go until next year w/ Queen of all I own..... "> "> "> "> "> "> "> Won some; lost some, had fun, missed wife & Mo'opunas "> "> "> Hawaiian Music in Vegas! What a trip! "> Anyway - lots more to explain. Aloha all.............................

More soon!

God I'm lacking.....Will get some shit up soon

Baseball Beach Bonkers

Swell Shots

From the other days swell.

Surf Lessons

Are always free to extended Ohana. (family) And all friends are hanai (extended unrelated family) E Komo Mai (come in the house is yours)

No Dawn Patrol today; up at dawn w/ kiddos. Coffee's ready.

Aloha.

Swell

Should have a new swell coming soon. I need it; like a human needs water I need salt H20.

Tahitian islands going off. Thats a good thing.

4th July

I wish all a happy 4th - It is a great land we occupy. Thanks forefathers you had your shit together.

As I go on wishing I can.

Kaleo - " I didnt order this " (talking about dinner I made) as it goes he blows my freeking mind daily.

Shambles

Our life is in shambles but I dont know what else to do than keep on keeping on.

Such is as it goes.

Walk, Grad; Turning 5

And life as we know it goes on my friends.

Mind lost log ago

Im trying like a mofo

to be sane and remain calm.

I am at every moment wondering if I can.

Right now, life is not plesant. But I am trying.

Go damnit I love them Mo ' opuna

Aloha Pumehana

There seems to be general consensus in the world that we be fucked. We as in America, we as in humans (wow Mark that includes Americans doofus) yeah stfu id ego and superego and the voices in my head. I'd guess to say that everyone has the view of hell in a handbasket.

Yeah.

Give up.

Quit.

Call it a day and draw the water.

Just stop and take a look at what goes on around you: do you see someone helping out another? Score 1 for humanity.

What of that "god bless you" when someone sneezed by a stranger?

Score 2 (sub buddha mohammed, any other MF deity youd like JUST GET THE POINT!)

That teen goth that held the door open for a elderly -

SCore 3

YOU picked up trash

Score 4 for Mom Nature

The asshole you let in in traffic -

Ah thats a bonus Score 20 - If he didnt use a blinker nor acknoledge - add 50

My current life is spiralling outta whack - and yet all it takes is a little terroist to say something like "look at this shell Papa!" and I STFU, recoil, and realize I aint shit. I aint nothing. I am part of this planet that needs to be part of this planet.

More so.

Easter

They did eggs a rama. I surfed. I wonder if i can survive at times. Smiling faces of squirts is all i can process now. My mind is mush. I pray to St. Anne patron saint of families for forgivness and guidance. I am really tired.

Damn 2

I wish I was more patient; civil; sane and calm.

But then reality comes and says Ha!